Friday, July 28

Weekly Update: Sanctus

Holy, holy, holy Lord,
God of power and might,
Heaven and earth are full of your glory.
Hosanna in the highest.
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.
Hosanna in the highest,
Hosanna in the highest.


We continue to enjoy the presence of the Episcopal Ecumenical Office, Rev. Cynthis Hallas. She preached last Sunday and will preside this weekend. Joining her at the altar as deacon will be Rev. Laura Gittardi-Littel. Let us continue to welcome them as they minister to us in worship.

I have been thinking a lot about the situation in Lebanon...perhaps as many of us have. What would an appropriate Christian witness be in the face of such struggle and suffering? There are many options before us. What I keep coming back to, however, is the liturgy. Please understand that I am not advocating some escape into the pew or the altar. No. I am thinking that the world needs to hear the sanctus. We need to proclaim that the blessed does not despise or abandon the beloved. God in Christ is the blessed one. And we are the beloved.

As church, the Body of Christ, we too are to be the blessed ones. We are to come to the aid of the suffering in the name of the Lord. People suffer in Israel, Palestine, Lebanon...in Chicago, Rogers Park, Edgewater, and Wilmette.

As we gather to sing the sanctus, as we gather to partake the Lord's Supper, let us proclaim in word and deed the blessed one who comes in the name of the Lord.

Hosanna in the highest!

Tripp Hudgins
The Pastoral Team

Announcements:

There is a new committee at Reconciler: the Social Justice Committee. If you are interested in serving, please contact Jeremy John for information.

On August 13th Laura Gittardi-Littel will be joining us in worship as part of her candidating interviews. Please come and hear her preach that evening. If you have any questions, contact Will Swanson.

We are looking at possibly having a 1/2 day church retreat on the 26th of August. Response has been quite positive, but we want to firm up the date this weekend. Please e-mail or contact Larry and Tripp after the service Sunday evening.

It may seem far away, but keep September 10th free! Reconciler will be worshiping with the Community Church of Wilmette that evening as they install Tripp Hudgins as their pastor.

Friday, July 21

Sermon 6 Sunday after Pentecost

Amos 7:7-15
Psalm 85:8-13
Ephesians 1:3-15
Mark 6:14-29

You may have noticed all the Icons around the chapel this evening. In some sense they are the sermon. Icons are not simply something pretty to be looked at but are to provide us with a way of seeing. In various ways our texts are about ways of seeing and the consequences of such a vision or lack of sight. Amos and John the Baptist are prophets, in some sense the first and the last of the prophets. It is a strange thing about the Hebrew prophets when they write down their prophesies they tend to say: “The word of the Lord came to me and I saw…” then a description of a vision follows. Amos does not use the formula but in our passage the prophesies are visual, “This is what is what the Lord showed me…” The word of God is not just abstract and invisible; the word of God is visible. The word of God became flesh and became visible. John the Baptist was the first witness to God who has become human flesh. The Icon is possible because the word of God is visible and not merely abstraction and invisible spirituality. Paul in Ephesians gives us a vision of the Church. The mystery, the plan, is the Word made visible, made human: God joined to humanity and creation

Hear more of the first chapter of Ephesians beyond what was read a little while ago:
Give praise to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. He has blessed us with every spiritual blessing. Those blessings come from the heavenly world. They belong to us because we belong to Christ.
4 God chose us to belong to Christ before the world was created. He chose us to be holy and without blame in his eyes. He loved us. 5 So he decided long ago to adopt us as his children. He did it because of what Jesus Christ has done. It pleased God to do it. 6 All those things bring praise to his glorious grace. God freely gave us his grace because of the One he loves.
7 We have been set free because of what Christ has done. Through his blood our sins have been forgiven. We have been set free because God's grace is so rich. 8 He poured his grace on us by giving us great wisdom and understanding.
9 He showed us the mystery of his plan. It was in keeping with what he wanted to do. It was what he had planned through Christ. 10 It will all come about when history has been completed. God will then bring together all things in heaven and on earth under one ruler. The ruler is Christ.
11 We were also chosen to belong to him. God decided to choose us long ago in keeping with his plan. He works out everything to fit his plan and purpose. 12 We were the first to put our hope in Christ. We were chosen to bring praise to his glory.
13 You also became believers in Christ. That happened when you heard the message of truth. It was the good news about how you could be saved. When you believed, he marked you with a seal. The seal is the Holy Spirit that he promised.
14 The Spirit marks us as God's own. We can now be sure that someday we will receive all that God has promised. That will happen after God sets all of his people completely free. All of those things will bring praise to his glory.
15 I have heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus. I have also heard about your love for all of God's people. That is why 16 I have not stopped thanking God for you. I always remember you in my prayers.
17 I pray to the God of our Lord Jesus Christ. God is the glorious Father. I keep asking him to give you the wisdom and understanding that come from the Holy Spirit. I want you to know God better.
18 I also pray that your mind might see more clearly. Then you will know the hope God has chosen you to receive. You will know that the things God's people will receive are rich and glorious. 19 And you will know his great power. It can't be compared with anything else. It is at work for us who believe. It is like the mighty strength 20 God showed when he raised Christ from the dead.
He seated him at his right hand in his heavenly kingdom. 21 There Christ sits far above all who rule and have authority. He also sits far above all powers and kings. He is above every title that can be given in this world and in the world to come.
22 God placed all things under Christ's rule. He appointed him to be ruler over everything for the church. 23 The church is Christ's body. It is filled by Christ. He fills everything in every way.
Can you see this? Can you see yourself the church seated next to Christ? It can be difficult how do we see something so transcendent?


What is an Icon what are we to see in them, what sort of sight do they provide? First they show us the incarnation: If God is not joined with matter the icon is not possible for it sees matter that is transfigured with the divine. It sees the union of the divine and the human: the divine and the created: Thus the icon of Christ. But the Icon also shows draws us into a broader vision that is the consequence of this first vision. The icon envisions and shows a world infused with the divine light with divine grace. In this the first icon after the face of Christ, not made with Hands is the icon of the transfiguration where the disciples are given a glimpse of the divine and uncreated light. Icons make visible the Kingdom of God, There sits Christ. The presence of Christ and the saints and the angels are made visible through the Icon. Christ enthroned Reconciler is not just a nice picture it is to give us a vision of our heavenly place of the Kingdom of the reality of the incarnation of the mystery and plan of God. That mystery and plan that is visible and which is a way of seeing.

This way of seeing the world is given to us in Ephesians as he speaks of the mysterious economy of God, of our being raised up to heaven with Christ, of being in the very presence of God. Thus there are icons of angels and saints to remind us that we are in the presence of God already. That although the world is being transformed and at some point will be fully transfigured into the new reality of a material world radiates the divine presence, yet also the world remains opaque to the divine light and the infusion of God’s grace. We need to be able to see through this opacity.

The icon like a good sermon gives us a way of seeing the world of seeing ourselves in the world. The Icon proclaims the reality that is in the first Chapter of Ephesians.
We have lost the ability to see we think we reflect we can define and attempt to describe but do we see do we see the word of God!

Icons are supposed to give us the means to see the reality that remains hidden, because the Word of God became visible and is present to us in many ways including his image.
The Word of God has come to us, and we saw and we see.

Do you see, do you visualize the Kingdom? If this is difficult look upon these Icons and let the reality of the Kingdom of God, of being in the very presence of God in the Heavens infuse your very being that you may see the world as a place transfigured by the Light of Christ. God’s word came to us in Jesus of Nazareth and we saw God. We are invited to see a new reality ourselves our bodies our world transformed and transfigured. It is this way of seeing that gave boldness to Amos and John the Baptist and the prophets of old. This vision of the world allowed Paul to face all the difficulties and not loose heart and faith. We can have this heavenly vision of matter transfigured and joined with the divine, the vision of the coming Kingdom of God, of a time when we will see face to face. Until that time the icon can help us see. Enter into the vision of the icon and see the word of God, see the vision Paul offers in Ephesians, and prophesy of this new humanity and new reality transformed by God joined with humanity, and be encouraged and find the strength to face a world that is also opaque to God and full of violence injustice, and darkness.

Thursday, July 20

Weekly Update

Psalm 37:2-7
3Trust in the Lord, and do good;
so you will live in the land, and enjoy security.
4Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him, and he will act.
6He will make your vindication shine like the light,
and the justice of your cause like the noonday.
7Be still before the Lord, and wait patiently for him;
do not fret over those who prosper in their way,
over those who carry out evil devices.

Are we in a place where we can be amazed by God at work in our midst? I don't know about you but I find that at times I am more dazzled by the spot light and the chance for notoriety, than perhaps what God is actually doing in my life and in those networks that God seems to create for me rather than those I attempt to create.

I am perhaps talking about being open to God and the movement of the Spirit, but I hesitate to use that language because who doesn't say that, and how often is that language simply a call to expect the dramatic and the obvious. We want large things we want impacting things. I want to be remembered.

As I finished with seminary and was beginning the interview process for placement in a Covenant church, I came to dislike the questions from the conference superintendents that would "ask what do you expect to do in your first church?", "what do you expect from a church?", or "what do you expect your ministry to be?". I answered I didn't know. I said I couldn't expect anything so that I could be open to what was already at work in a church. I didn't want to expect anything. What I am finding now is that there is something to expect and that is God at work, God doing what I cannot plan. There isn't anything in my life right now that I planned for when I was conferred my M. Div. 5 years ago. Yet what God has brought to me is far more incredible (and more difficult) than what I had imagined for myself and for being a pastor.

As we move forward as a church in our search for an Episcopal pastor, as we continue to plan for things we believe God is calling us to, I encourage us to be open and expectant for what God might bring us that is beyond our own ideas and imagination. This has already been the experience of Reconciler, as we did not expect to be worshiping in a traditional church space. We did not expect the majority of our members to come from traditions outside our three traditions, we did not expect that Immanuel Lutheran church would want to be in relationship with us beyond tenant renter relationship.

Announcements-
We had a council meeting this past week, and Kate our treasurer is looking for someone to join her as a finance committee. If you are interested talk to Kate. Also we elected Jeremy as the chair of our Social Action Committee. For those of you who might be interested in working with Jeremy in exploring various volunteer service opportunities for Reconciler there is a brief meeting after church this Sunday to establish a time for the meeting of the committee.

Rev. Cynthia Hallas will be with us again this week as our guest preacher this Sunday.

We are looking at possibly having a 1/2 day church retreat on the 26th of August.

It may seem far away, but keep September 10th free! Reconciler will be worshiping with the Community Church of Wilmette that evening as they install Tripp Hudgins as their pastor.

In Christ,
Larry

Friday, July 14

Almost Weekly Update

To you I lift up my eyes, O you who are enthroned in the heavens!
-Ps 123:1


God is at work at Reconciler. Thanks be to God. Rev. Laura Gittardi-Littel graced us with her sermon two weeks ago. She is a candidate for our Episcopal Pastor position. Please keep her and our congregation in your prayers as we discern together who might be called to this position.

Rev. Cynthia Hallas served at the altar last Sunday and met with the Search Committee afterward to speak about our growing relationship with the Episcopal Diocese here in the Chicago area. She expressed a great hope in the relationship that exists and is growing. We are grateful for the work that she has done and is doing on our behalf.

We will have the pleasure of seeing both Cynthia and Laura again this summer.

Announcements:

There is a Reconciler Council Meeting on July 17th at 7pm at Immanuel Lutheran Church.

Larry Kamphausen, our Covenant pastor, will be giving an iconography workshop. There may still be room! Check it out.

Saturday, July 15 at 10:00am

Sliding Scale fee: $15-$10 suggested per class (no one will be turned away)
Classes hosted by Wicker Park Grace @ Acme Art Works
1741 N Western Ave in Chicago

Please register in advance to nsawyer /at/ wickerparkgrace.net, or by calling 312-399-2081.

It may seem far away, but keep September 10th free! Reconciler will be worshiping with the Community Church of Wilmette that evening as they install Tripp Hudgins as their pastor. Again, we have great hopes that this will be a relationship that grows to benefit both congregations.

Peace and all good things to you this day!

Sunday, July 9

Sermon: Proper 9 (14) Year B

Mark 6:1-13

I have been thinking a lot lately about the idea of the “separation of church and state.” Primarily, this is due to a speech that Barak Obama gave at the “Call to Renewal” conference in Washington D.C. I don't know how many of you took the time to read that speech, but it is an interesting one and may be worth your while. I don't say that to endorse a specific politician. No, I suggest it but because Senator Obama has issued a challenge to all of us. And I simply want you all to know that someone has thrown down a gauntlet of sorts.

Senator Obama has called everyone to dialog, to set aside pettiness and prejudice and try to come to the table together bearing our faith traditions on our sleeves as we work out the civil life of this nation. What an incredible thing for someone to suggest. Some have called it short sighted and naïve. Others have suggested that the Senator does not go far enough. He has met criticism from the left and from the right. He has met support from the left and from the right. Christians and non-Christians alike have critiqued his position and his continued attempts to articulate his understanding of how this nation is divided along faith lines as well as political lines...and how we might overcome such division to the benefit of all.

It is an incredible vision.

Sharon recently handed me a copy of Dawn Turner Trice's Chicago Tribune July 3rd column. In it she suggests that there is a connection between our attitudes about evangelism and Barak Obama's call to dialog. You see, Dawn Turner Trice is apprehensive about both. She has a list of negative experiences surrounding evangelism that influence how she hears Obama's words.

Now, I will be the first to share horror stories of evangelism gone awry. Some day remind me to tell you about hanging out at Virginia Beach, Virginia handing out “Chick Tracks” to vacationing Jewish families. I think we have all either participated in or fallen victim to uncomfortable evangelical moments.

These experiences have perhaps been the root of disillusionment for some. They have perhaps made us skeptical of evangelism as a practice...or even the word itself has nothing but negative connotations. We are not alone. Nor are we particularly unusual.

Dawn Turner Trice gives examples of friendships that become unwieldy after one person converts or begins to take their faith walk seriously. Speaking about our faith can “evolve into a mini-sermon and not a discussion” says Dawn Turner Trice. “One person has all the answers and [knows] the only path to truth and the light.”

And in response we come up with our own comfortable ways of being “evangelical.” Sharon and I spoke about this at length the other day. Dawn Turner Trice states that her preferred mode of evangelism is to wait until someone asks her about her faith life. Then she is willing to share. But only after being asked.

She has met with frustrating evangelists.
She has been met with frustration when sharing her own faith.

People's personalities, the general disposition toward a specific faith tradition, existing faith traditions and many other variables play into the overall experience and practice of evangelism. Dawn Turner Trice is absolutely right in suggesting that it is often tricky and difficult. But scripture suggests no less.

This is not news.

Jesus always encountered opposition. In the reading this morning we have an excellent example of this. Jesus goes to his home and is met with opposition. He even heals a couple of people and his neighbors and cousins are not particularly impressed. His message falls flat and he encounters the enduring stubbornness of his own kin. So what is his response?

He simply moves on to the next town.

And, if we are to believe that the writer of Mark connects these two stories in the same way that the people of the lectionary committee may, then Jesus' response is to also send his disciples out so that they may have the same experience.

Sometimes Jesus appears to have a wicked sense of humor. “Well, that was difficult. Let's make James and John do it. That'll be fun.”

In his instructions to the disciples, he reminds them that they will encounter opposition. Sure, they may be going to towns that they know, houses that they have been to before, but they will still encounter an unwillingness to hear the Word of God. That's just how it is. Make no mistake about that. There is opposition. But the question is then: How do we go out and meet that opposition?

Peacefully, suggests Christ. Simply.

“How sweet. How idyllic.” we might think. But don't be fooled by the Gospels. Please do not think that the writer of Mark is telling us some fairy tale.

Scholars currently remind us that first century Israel was perhaps similar to our culture today in several ways. One of the many is the fact that it was a religiously and culturally diverse population. Several languages would have been heard in a marketplace. Tradespeople and soldiers from all over the world gathered and passed through Israel selling their wares and serving at the pleasure of the Roman Empire. Greek philosophies would be proclaimed. Emperor worship would be clear and within the publics eye. Even within first century Judaism there was diversity of theological understanding - denominations of a kind with Essenes and Sadduces and Pharisees and others in the synagogues and Temple.

Jesus' context was complicated and daunting. His response was simplicity.

The logistical model that Christ gives the disciples is simple. Take little with you...a friend perhaps and enough clothes to get along. Stay in places that are not ostentatious, perhaps in the guest room of someone's home...or the first century equivalent to a roadside motel. And when you encounter opposition, for you surely will, simply brush the sand off your feet. Move on. Don't let it get you down. Don't let it color your experience. Don't rise up and shove the message down their throats. Just keep on moving.

It is a simple mode of communication. Just go out and tell people. Heal. Cast out a few demons. Go with a friend to keep you company. This is relational. This is peaceful.

Sometimes I wonder if we hinder our evangelical aspirations and vocations by attempting to employ sophisticated marketing models in lieu of what really is supposed to be a “word-of-mouth” campaign.

But then what is this connection between evangelism and the separation of church and state? D. Dawn Turner Trice connects it to religious pluralism. She reminds us that those who signed the Declaration of Independence and those who would go on to craft the Constitution were of various religious persuasions. They were Deists, Quakers, Anglicans, Presbyterians and even Atheists. The language they chose was to grant for some kind of freedom for a variety of religious vocations and perspectives to exist peacefully, to co-habitate in a productive way.

If nothing else, perhaps religious persecution and warfare may come to an end in the Americas. Remember that Europe was in the midst of religious warfare for centuries. The founders may have desired for a freedom of religion and an implied separation of church and state simply to keep violent disruption to a minimum.

Religious zeal and political power could too quickly find one another and literal Hell would break loose. It was a question of power.

And this is the connection that the columnist wrestles with most clearly. If we are to be a society where we are free to evangelize and to be free from caving to evangelical efforts for fear of political and civil reprisals, then it is better to say nothing. Obama's vision of dialog seen through this lens is then not only naïve it is even dangerous. No wonder she is nervous. If evangelism is about power and politics is about power, then when the two wed, then there is too much power in one place and those not in the fold will suffer.

Sarah Dylan Breuer is an Episcopal priest and preacher. She writes on her blog “gracenotes” and is the editor of The Witness, an on-line magazine about Christian faith. She had a very helpful reminder about the first part of our readings in her recent commentary on the Gospel passage. What is it that makes everyone in Jesus' hometown so stubborn? Is it really because they remember Jesus in diapers, so now they cannot imagine him all grown up and God's own messiah? Maybe that has something to do with it. Certainly. But it also has to do with power.

She reminds us that the culture of the time, perhaps again like our own, ascribed to a limited good model of life. Meaning, there is only just enough to get along...and when one person has too much power, then there is less for the rest of us. To have more means someone else has less. This is related to tangible goods and , as Sarah suggests, “abstract ones – like honor.”

If Jesus is going to receive such honor, then there is less to go around for the rest of his family and community. He must have taken it from someone else to be able to do what he is doing. By healing and casting out demons, Jesus is actually upsetting a precarious but understood balance of power.

But the ministry of Christ has something to say about the source of what is Good. There is limitless Good to be had. In fact, God's grace is for all. Forgiveness and healing is available for all. God's intention and efforts has always been for the redemption of the world, not a select few or for some to have more grace than others. There is enough to go around. We discussed this last week. There is more than enough to go around. In fact, Christ will send out his disciples and they too will forgive and heal and cast out demons.

Evangelism is not about the hording of power. It is the reminder that we are all, in truth, powerless without God. But God, through grace, desires us all to enter into life together with Him. There is more than enough Good. There is no need to broker for power, to jockey for position, to claim rank or prestige.

The last shall be first.
There is no slave or free.
There is no east or west.
God is fully real, fully present, fully desirous of all of us...and is not interested in power.

This is a radical notion. It turns what we know on its ear. And it shows in stark relief the scandal of how many of us have experienced and participated in evangelism. Evangelism is not about garnering power. It is about waking the sleepers so that they too will know that they are loved by God, that they already have all that they need. There is healing. There is forgiveness. And what ever the demon may be that ails you so, it can be cast out in the name of the One God.

Disillusionment is healthy. Dawn Turner Trice expresses hers well. It is, I believe, a healthy step in the development of Christian faith. Things do not go as planned. Talking about God is hard. It can be a fearful business. In response we can sometimes abuse our vocations and our institutions. Yes. True enough. But the Gospel itself calls us out of spinning our wheels in the midst of disillusionment. We are to walk on.

We are to brush the sand off our feet in peace. The Gospel of Matthew contains the same tale of Jesus sending out his disciples two by two. In that telling, Jesus tells his disciples to greet each home with peace. “Peace unto this house.” If that peace is not returned, then move on.

God's mission for us is to spread the Word of God in peace. It is not our job to cajole or enforce, but to proclaim, heal and cast out demons. It is our job to give up our fear and our grasping for power. It is a sign of friendship to lay down our lives for one another. As Christians this is a core truth, a facet of our identity. Can we understand that this also relates to our work in civic life?

The separation of church and state is not a new struggle. Rome struggled with it. Should Christianity be legalized? If so, should it then become the official religion of the Empire? Should people have to be Christian to own property? From empire to feudal and monarchical models of government, and progressing to democratic models of government, we have always struggled with the place of religion in our civic life together...the place of faith within a world where political power appears to be the highest reality. It is a complicated morass of necessity, idealistic aspiration and desire.

It seems that we are once again attempting to understand how our life together as a nation shall function. Politicians are wrangling about how this will work, attempting to set a tone for dialog and problem solving. As we participate in these conversations whether through our voting, our public debate, and our gifts of time and money, let us live without fear, offering up God's limitless Good to all. And when we encounter opposition, for we surely will, let us let it be...offering peace to all as we continue in our call to always and forever proclaim a Gospel of Peace.

Sunday, July 2

Sermon

July 2, 2006
Proper 8, RCL, Year B
Jesus Christ Reconciler
The Reverend Laura Gottardi-Littell
Gospel: Mark 5:21-43

Today’s gospel passages from Mark contain two remarkable stories about miraculous healings performed by Jesus. In the first, Jesus heals a woman with a 12-year flow of blood. In the second, he heals the daughter of Jairus, a leader of the synagogue.

These two stories share certain similarities. In both stories, the one being healed is female. Here as in other gospels, Jesus heals people across gender and socioeconomic boundaries. Lepers, the Syro-Phoenician woman’s daughter, other untouchables. In today’s gospel, he heals people who are ritually impure. As Episcopal priest and professor Barbara Brown Taylor points out, a bleeding woman and a dead child would both be considered unclean in that time and place. As a holy person, Jesus would be expected to purify himself for seven days after contact with either one of them, and certainly not go right from one to the other. But Jesus doesn’t do that. Once again he upsets traditional ideas about what a holy man does, with whom he ought to hang out, and whom he is here to help.

These two stories show Jesus as an equal opportunity healer. Jairus, a powerful leader of the synagogue, at the top of the socioeconomic ladder, is just as desperate as the woman with the flow of blood, at the bottom of the heap. He’s a pillar of the community, she’s way out on the fringes of society, barred from public worship because she’s deemed unclean. It takes guts for both Jairus and the woman to beg Jesus for help. They both get his attention. Jesus elevates the woman, saying “Daughter go in peace. Your faith has made you well.’ Notice he doesn’t say “my great power has made you well” “Or don’t touch me, you untouchable.” Neither does he kowtow to powerful Jairus, but says, essentially: “Hang on a second, I’ll be right with you when I’m done with this bleeding woman, sit tight, and have faith.”

Having Faith. That’s the core, the heart of these gospel stories. Jesus tells the woman: “Your faith has made you well.” He tells Jairus to simply “Have faith” while Jairus waits –likely frantically -- for Jesus to heal his dying daughter.

Both of these stories raise several thorny questions about faith. As Barbara Brown Taylor says “The problem with miracles is that everyone wants one.” Don’t we all know someone who deserves a miracle, ourselves included? If miracles like this happened in Jesus’s day, why don’t they happen now, all the time? Where’s a miracle when you need one? Or is it just that we don’t have enough faith?

Taylor says emphatically that it’s not a question of having enough faith. She remembers working as a hospital chaplain and seeing well-meaning church people come and pray for patients who were strangers to them. In the eyes of the church folks, these patients clearly didn’t have enough faith or they wouldn’t be sick These prayers at the patients’ bedside added guilt and shame to the burden of those who were sick. It’s bad enough to be sick, but then to be told it’s your fault? And would you ever tell a parent their little girl or boy died because they didn’t pray hard enough? I didn’t think so. I never would either.

Miracles are not in our control. For Barbara Brown Taylor, the essence of faith is allowing God to be God. That even if the little girl didn’t respond when Jesus said “Talitha cum…” the real miracle would be if her father Jairus had enough faith to know his daughter was in God’s hands “even as she slipped out of his.” We have to deal with the reality that sometimes we don’t get what we pray for, and that’s not our fault.

Christian faith is not dependent on miracles. We don’t believe in Christ because of his miraculous powers. Jesus wasn’t a magician. There were magicians abounding in 1st century Palatine, and Mark, author of today’s gospel stories, takes care to distinguish Jesus from them. We don’t worship Jesus because of his superhuman feats of power. Our faith is based on how he lived and died for us, the barrier-crashing love he exhibited, and his challenge to the powers and principalities of his day, which ultimately led him to the cross. Mark believed that Jesus finally defeated the powers of evil when he was at his most helpless, on the cross.

Taylor points out that Jesus himself prayed for a miracle, in the Garden of Gethsemane. He asked God to let this cup to pass from him. And Jesus didn’t get the answer he wanted. Yet trusting God, he was obedient to the end. That was the greater miracle, Jesus’s unshakeable faith.

So one potential stumbling block when we encounter these gospel stories is that they may cause some folks to think that if we just have enough faith, we’ll get the miracle we seek. And that doesn’t always happen. Sometimes bad things happen to good people of faith.

A second stumbling block these gospel stories can present is this: what does it mean to have faith, as thinking people who may wonder about the reality of miracles? For many who would like to be Christian, and many who are Christian, it’s hard to reconcile miracle stories with we’ve learned about scientific and medical realities.

Can we deconstruct or reconstruct these miracle accounts if we have trouble literally believing them? Are there other kinds of miracles we can wrap our minds around, besides the sudden, dramatic physical healings in the gospels? I believe there are.
Alcoholics Anonymous has transformed many a life in ways that seem miraculous. The first steps in that 12-step program are: “ We admitted that our lives had become unmanageable. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood God.” The 12-step principles are Christian principles. Faith restores the lives of many an addict, many a lost soul.
“Daughter, go in peace. Your faith has made you well,” Jesus said to the woman with the flow of blood. For 12 years she’d struggled to find a cure, getting nowhere. She turned her life over to him. She was afraid. It was risky. It worked.

In the dark, searching times in my own life, caught between agnosticism and the desire to believe, there were people who reached out to me, words that came to me, a loving force, that felt…bigger than me. Guidance beyond my capacities. Coindicidences that didn’t feel coincidental. Small miracles of grace. After enough of these, I responded with a leap of faith. The Christian existentialist Kierkegaard said that’s what Christians have to do – we can’t make sense of it all rationally in our heads – we have to make a leap of faith. When I decided as an adult to give my life to God, life made more sense, not less. I felt much more of the peace that passes understanding. My life stopped slowly bleeding out of me; I felt renewed. Maybe reborn isn’t too strong a word.

When I made my adult decision to believe, I was affirming my faith in God, not necessarily an exclusive commitment to Christ. It took time to commit to Christianity. It consistently felt like the right path for me to walk. Yet I still remain very respectful of other faiths, and what the Quakers call the inner light within everyone.

Faith doesn’t have to mean closing our minds, putting up barriers, institutional or theological, blindly accepting every dogma or doctrine. I think God gave us our intellect, doubts, and questions for a reason. They are part of a mature faith life. And mature people of faith are what author Jack Good calls chaos-tolerant. Everything doesn’t have to fit neatly into square little boxes. We can see shades of grey and kodachrome, as well as black and white.

The bottom line is I don’t know if these miracles happened, or how. I personally believe that with God anything is possible. But it doesn’t matter to me if you aren’t sure if these stories happened that way. It doesn’t mean you can’t or don’t have faith.

Marcus Borg, Professor, Christian, and Fellow of the Jesus seminar, seeks to recover the essence of Christianity, and keep it relevant to 21st century life. Borg says that we can understand scripture as history, metaphor and sacrament, not necessarily as literal fact. Other Christians in the Emergent Church movement, the Progressive Christianity movement, and beyond are saying the same things.

In his recent book, The Heart of Christianity, Borg quotes from both a Catholic priest and a Native American storyteller. The priest once said in a sermon, “The Bible is true, and some of it happened.” To make the priest’s point obvious, “the truth of the Bible is not dependent on its historical factuality.” The Native American storyteller makes the same point as he begins telling his tribe’s story of creation: “Now I don’t know if it happened this way or not, but I know this story is true.”

So maybe the central question about these miracles stories is: do they speak to your heart? Have you experienced a chronic illness, long-standing problem, or felt you were at the point of death, and have you felt God, Christ, someone, or something reaching out and making a rough place plain, giving you new life? A force outside of you, bigger than you? Do these stories speak to your hopes and fears, your own sense of the transcendent? If so, then you are on board with what’s at the heart of the stories.

So, some stumbling blocks to receiving these miracle stories are: 1) We may feel that we ought to be able to control miracles, and may blame ourselves, others, or God if they don’t happen as we want them to. 2) We may have trouble believing the miracles happened as told in the gospels, given our Western rationalist vantage points. 3) We may feel passively dependent on miracles for healing, instead of understanding the role we humans have to play in bringing about health and wholeness. As o-workers with God we don’t have to be passively dependent on God to bring about healings that feel miraculous.

A book called “A Course in Miracles” encourages us to “Be the change we want to see happen.” As the Body of Christ, we can reach out to others with the love and faith we have gleaned. When we do so, we allow a glimpse of God’s kingdom to break through, as Jesus’s miracles opened that window to the people of 1st century Palestine. The miracle stories show us God’s will for humanity is wholeness, not chaos and destruction.

Paul writes to the Ephesians: “The power of God, working within us can do “infinitely more than we can possibly ask or imagine.” Katharine Jefferts Schori quoted this passage from Ephesians two Sundays ago, when she was elected the new Presiding Bishop of the Episcopal Church. Her election was a stunning upset – she is now the first woman ever to serve leader of the entire Episcopal Church in the US. It was an emotional, joyful shock to all who hoped she would win but felt she had no chance, as the only female on the ballot. It felt like nothing short of a miracle that she did win, for those who wished it. It’s only 30 years since women have been ordained in the Episcopal tradition, and not long before that, they were barred from reading Scripture or serving communion in public worship.

Jesus did not shun or shame the females in our gospel passage, or elsewhere. He raised them up. Perhaps the Holy Spirit, working through our prayers, has guided the Episcopal church to make a similar, healing choice. It’s heartening to know that despite the very human limitations of the institutional church, we can still function, at our best, as the Body of Christ.

We are all ministers, whether lay or ordained. Can we extend the inclusive love Jesus demonstrated? Can we work for peace and justice? Write wrongs? Tend the sick, encourage the poor, comfort the bereaved? Listen without judgment? We can take lessons from Jesus, who didn’t put up a lot of walls between himself and others. Rich or poor, female or male, Gentile or Jew, he served them all. We can all learn from his humility, equal-opportunity ministry, his vulnerability and accessibility.

We may not be able to cure a chronic illness or raise the dead. But ultimately, healing is about more than being disease-free and staying alive. It’s about being in communion with God and neighbor. We belong to God whether we are sick or well, whether we live or die. As Paul writes to the Romans, “Nothing can separate us from the love of God.”

What does Jesus do in these miracle stories? He crosses lines of gender, class, ethnicity, religion -- refusing to be told who to heal or hang out with. He loves radically and with amazing results.

As Christians in community, we are Christ’s body in the world today. When we share our love, labor, and faith, God’s power working within us can do infinitely more than we can possibly ask or imagine. It can feel to those on the receiving end nothing short of a miracle, no less life-changing than what happened to Jairus’s daughter and the unnamed woman of long ago.