Wednesday, December 22

Sermon 4th Sunday in Advent


(This is a reconstruction of the sermon I gave from notes on Sunday.)

We are left wondering at these texts at least I am.

This Isaiah passage and the Christian use of it is full of holes. What possibly could these seven verses in Isaiah have to do with us? Maybe a lesson about what it means to test God. Isaiah certainly says that by Ahaz wanting to not test God he is testing God’s patience!
And as the NSRV has it translated it appears that this prophesy of the young woman has already happened. These words were for Ahaz not predicting some some event several hundred years latter. What is spoken is nothing very miraculous. Isaiah is possibly pointing out a woman, in king Ahaz's court, who is already pregnant. God is simply telling Ahaz the time frame in which he will no longer need to be afraid of his neighboring Kings with whom he is in conflict. The name, Imanueal, on this reading appears insignificant. And yet there it is Immanuel, “God with us”. What could such a name mean. How is God with us? There is a gap between this name and the “sign”. The sign, apparently, is not Immanuel. Gap.

Then we have Paul’s salutations at the beginning of the letter. When I first started doing exegesis, my professor instructed us not to make much of the salutations. They are formal and empty of any real meaning. Do we give much weight to “Dear so and so…” no and so we should not try to exegete the salutations of the letters of the New Testament. I always felt that my professor was over stating things, but at the same time Paul’s salutations do simply tell us what is assumed, it doesn’t give us a why or how. It isn’t reasoned argumentation. It’s not empty but there doesn’t seem to be much to unpack.

Mathew’s story is interesting, but what to make of it. Joseph discovers that Mary is pregnant, and he hasn’t been sleeping with her they are engaged but not yet married. I think Joseph is angry but he is also kind and doesn’t want to make a big fuss so he is trying to find a way to end all this business without making a scene.

Just as Joseph is about to quietly end the engagement an angel appears to him and he is told to name the baby well let see Immanuel right? No he’s to name him Jesus or J'shua/Joshua, “God saves”. But Matthew then tells us that this is a fulfillment of the Isaiah passage for today.
Matthew Might I point out that Immanuel and J’shua are not the same name. “God Saves” and “God is with us” not necessarily synonymous.

How to preach on text so full of holes, Passages that have this glaring blackness right in the middle of everything?

You don’t. You let them be. Can we live with these texts full of holes and see something other than just the gaps?

At the center of every icon of the Nativity is the big black gapping whole of the cave and in this deep dark cavernous gap in the icon sits the baby Jesus, usually already blessing us, and Jesus is in unlike western painting not in a manger with hay, but wrapped in cloth and laid in a stone sepulcher. Yes, to Christian iconography the cave of Jesus birth is the same as the cave in which Jesus is wrapped and laid after his crucifixion.
The philosopher Jacques Derrida has a little book called Aporias. It’s about the holes, the aporias, in our philosophies and in our systemizations. No matter how much we think we have done in capturing the world around us our descriptions and attempts to control the world end up always already to be full of holes. These gaps that keep appearing in our attempts to give a complete explanation of everything, show forth something terrifying. In these gaps Derrida sees death. It is our mortality, which is reflected in these gaps in our lives.
In a sense this is what the nativity icon tells us the gaps in our lives are death, and God as a child entered into that Gap.
If our texts are full of holes and our explanations of them are as well. If you try to explain away Matthew’s use of Isaiah you still have to face that name Immanuel.
Most likely Matthew is quoting not from the Masoretic text (the standard Hebrew text of the Bible) but a Greek translation possibly what is known as the Septuagint, meaning the 70. A legend as told by the Jewish Philosopher Philo of Alexandria (a rough contemporary of Jesus Christ) tells of one of the Hellenistic Kings of Egypt gathering together the greatest scholars of the Jews of his time and demanding they translate the Hebrew scriptures into Greek. The catch was that they would not be allowed to have contact with each other in the work of their translation. They were locked in individual rooms and were to translate the scriptures. When they had all finished to the amazement of the king they all had the same translation word for word. God inspired the translation. This Greek translation used the word parthenos, virgin, for maiden, to translate the Isaiah prophesy. An inspired translation that varies from the original, a gap.

Our lives are full of holes. We are here I suspect because with out God without Christ life, our lives, doesn't make much sense. And this isn’t Newtonian “God in the gaps” science in which the gaps are covered over plastered and hidden by saying oh that’s God. No this is seeing God appear as a child, as a man (yes I meant man and not human though that too, the particularity of Jesus is perhaps another gap we must face), God as a body laid in a tomb. And in the end the lost body the empty tomb. The Gaps don’t go way they become moments of revelation.

You see I don’t think that Matthew and the early Christians were stupid. Long before modern scholars came along and pointed out that maiden in Isaiah doesn’t necessarily mean virgin and the “plainer” meaning of the Isaiah text is what we find in our NRSV and not the Greek that Matthew appeals to, ancient readers of these texts knew this, and argued with Christians about it. But even the plain meaning of the text has this gapping hole in it and it is {"God with us”. How is that name ever going to be fulfilled? And by the way the Greek translation of the Scriptures was inspired, remember the story all these scholars translating it alone and they come together and viola they all have exactly the same text.

These texts challenge us. These stories remind us that our nice tidy attempts to wrap up our world and our lives simply hide that we are full of holes, that death lurks in us, or dissolution and absence are very, very real. The hole in these texts, like the holes in our lives, is the place where God appears and is with us. A virgin shall bear and child and he shall be named God saves God is with us. God appears in the gap in death so that by death death would be trampled down, to paraphrase an Orthodox Easter hymn.
God is the God of the gaps not because he plasters them over but because God appears in them. We await the coming of God in the gaps, in the dark gaping hole in the world, as a child and so much more, Immanuel God with us.

Tuesday, December 21

Weekly Update: Jesu, Thou Son of Mary

Jesu, Son of Mary,
Have mercy upon us,
Amen.
Jesu, Son of Mary,
Make peace with us,
Amen.
Oh, with us and for us
Where we shall longest be,
Amen.
Be about the morning of our course,
Be about the closing of our life,
Amen.
Be at the dawning of our life,
And oh! at the dark'ning of our day,
Amen.
Be for us and with us,
Merciful God of all,
Amen.
Consecrate us
Condition and lot,
King of kings,
God of all,
Amen.
Consecrate us
Rights and means.
King of kings,
God of all,
Amen.
Consecrate us
Heart and body,
King of kings,
God of all,
Amen.
Each heart and body,
Each day to yourself,
Each night accordingly,
King of kings,
God of all,
Amen.


- Celtic Prayers, by Alexander Charmichael

And so we have come to the last week of Advent. Some of us are rushing about in attempts to get that last minute shopping completed. Some of us are packing for trips home. Some of us are preparing for the arrival of family and friends. All of this preparation and all of this excitement are part and parcel of Christmas. We should rejoice and be merry!

We at Reconciler have been merry, indeed. There have been so many blessings in this Advent. Our little congregation is growing. We are slowly becoming a fixture at Chase Cafe. Our a cappella hymn singing is a great joy. Our sharing in the liturgy, recognizing gaps that exist between our traditions and worshiping Christ in the midst of them has perhaps been the greatest gift of all. Praise be to God!

Our Christmas worship service will be Saturday, the 25th at 6:00pm at the Community of the Holy Trinity, 6443 N. Bosworth #2, in Chicago. We will pray our way into an Evensong service officiated by Jane Schmoetzer. Refreshments are set to follow (feel free to bring something). And, last but certainly not least, if the weather permits we will go caroling. If we have single digit temperatures, then we will enjoy one another's singing indoors.

There will be no worship service Sunday the 26th. Our Sunday services will resume at the Chase Cafe (7301 N. Sheridan in Chicago) the following Sunday, January 2, 2005 at 6pm. Study time begins at 5:30, so come early if you care to join us.

We encourage you to invite others to come. We are slowly developing materials (postcards, etc.) to let people know where we are, but nothing is more effective than word of mouth in the form of personal invitations to help bring people to worship.

Peace and all good things to you this week. We look forward to seeing you all Christmas day.
Purify our conscience, Almighty God, by your daily visitation, that your Son Jesus Christ, at his coming, may find us a mansion prepared for himself; who lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen.


The Pastoral Team

The Church of Jesus Christ, Reconciler

Wednesday, December 15

Weekly Update: The Work of Waiting

Wait for the Lord, whose day is near.
Wait for the Lord. Be strong. Take heart.


As we wait there is preparation. Or waiting is preparation, or preparation is also a form of waiting. This is at least I think the experience of our congregation. In this advent; this time of beginnings for us as well as celebration and remembrance of the beginning that came in Jesus Christ.

We wait for God to bring those who he will bring to us. We await Larry's licensing and beginning the process of ordination in the evangelical Covenant Church, and we await Jane's ordination to the deaconate. We await the official recognition from the three denominations represented by Tripp, Jane and Larry.

All of this takes preparation Jane for her GOE's etc. Larry preparing to present the work of Reconciler to the Board of Ordered Ministry of the ECC, as a work of the Covenant.

Then there is the constitution of the church, and creating a document that can be recognized by the three denominations and giving articulation to our character as an ecumenical church. Yet, we wait for and prepare for the meaning of being such a church, that will only come in our common life together.

Waiting can be hard work! Tensions between the three denominations are showing, as we are also facing the tensions within each of our denominations over human sexuality. Our own sense as pastors as we are facing the recent tensions that have erupted most recently in the American Baptist Churches and the Windsor Report for the Anglican communion, is that this congregation is called to live into this tension as well. This means that if you are homosexual we want it to be known that you are welcome here, but if you expect that to mean that you will not find in our midst a fellow brother or sister in Christ who does not see homosexuality as part of God's plan for human sexuality, you will be disappointed. Conversely we desire to converse with those who find the only appropriate expression of human sexuality to be between a man and a woman in holy matrimony. You are also welcome here given that you understand that you will have to rub shoulders with partnered lesbians and homosexuals. This isn't comfortable, it means struggling with grace and sin and definitions and Biblical interpretation. However this is what Reconciler is about in the nuts and bolts, it just so happens that in terms of things that divide Christians this is for our time the flashpoint, the issue for which Christians are willing to walk away from other Christians. Admittedly, there are theological reasons for this, precisely why at this time we cannot afford to turn aside from those who for good reasons disagree.

Our hope though is that we can begin to encounter each other as persons seeking God, and the mind of Christ in freedom and hope, and to speak the truth in love to one another. At times that truth is hidden from our eyes. If you think you see clearly and all who do not are in deliberate sin or homophobic or heretics etc, Reconciler may not be a home for you (not that we deny sin or homophobia or heresy, but the knee-jerk reaction is as often as not inaccurate and unhelpful).

Jesus said to the Pharisees "You claim to see but are blind and are condemning. If you confessed your blindness you would see already." In this and so many areas we are blind our divisions, our quick judgments of other's who name the name of Christ, our unwillingness to hear the concerns the actualities of the other side shows us to be blind deaf and mute. May God bring to us healing, for only he can make us whole.

We are called to live in the tension of judgment, grace, truth and love. But the greatest of these (to echo Paul) is love. Reconciler is not the answer we are only seeking something beyond what is, in our coming together we await the coming of Christ and the manifestation of Christ's spotless Bride the Church, the Body of Christ, one holy catholic and apostolic. We do not know what that is in its entirety. Some of our brother's and sisters in Christ believe they know exactly where the church is and we listen asking them to explain the work of the Spirit outside the boundaries they "know" to be there, others see the spotless Bride revealed as only a future hope and we listen to them asking them to explain our longings and sense of call.

As we wait as we prepare as we live into the tensions of seeking the mind of Christ together in the midst of animosity and pain, May the Love of God, the Peace of Christ and the unity of the Holy Spirit be with you and remain with you Always.
Amen
Jane, Larry, and Tripp

Tuesday, December 14

Sermon: Third Sunday of Advent

Isaiah 35:1-10
Psalm 146:4-9
James 5:7-10
Matthew 11:2-11


(I apologize for the delay in posting this sermon. Please also note that it was rather more exptemporaneous than I usually offer; I had neither manuscript nor outline, simply some notes scribbled on the back of a piece of paper, and a week's worth of prayer in my head. That being so, the text below will undoubtedly have some variation from what I said, and the congregation heard, that evening. However, I've tried to restructure the gist of it.)

In my tradition, this day is often called Rose Sunday. Most Episcopal churches will have an Advent wreath set up this time of year, with four candles in it: three purple, and one pink. Today's the day we light the pink one-- a sign of the godly joy that can be, in this season of expectation.

Our scriptures for today certainly reflect that joy, don't they? "The blind see, and the deaf hear; the ailing are healed, and the lame leap for joy." Even in the Old Testament, where Isaiah says that "even the fool will not go astray." As much time as I spend on the road, I am forever having to turn around and get back on the right path-- to the point that my daughter will refer to "another of Mom's famous u-turns." So the idea of not even being able to go astray, contains a particular comfort for me.

But look again at today's Gospel. Once again, Jesus doesn't leave it there. He turns to the crowd that has just heard this good news, and says to them, "What did you come out here to see?" I hear this rather like that oft-repeated line, "Whadda you lookin' at?"

"What were you expecting?" Fancy clergy in soft clothes? I learned in my little Greek conversation group last week that the word "soft" referred not as much to the texture, as to the fine weave of small, even threads that expensive cloth would have had-- material that would have been beyond the means of many, but likely worn by temple priests and levites. Anyone who was expecting that, would have been disappointed; that was not John's style at all.

So, what about those who came out expecting a prophet? Well that is what they got... sort of. John was more than a prophet, Jesus says, much more; but also among the least of the Kingdom of Heaven. So, even those who were partially correct, were not experiencing what they might have have expected, either. They weren't seeing the whole picture.

So, with that in mind, think with me for a minute: what are you expecting?

In this season of Advent, of preparation for Christmas, there are a lot of answers. Some things I'll be expecting are familiar territory: time with my family... a few presents under the tree... special foods, and lots of them. Chances are that I'll see and experience all of these things; but it's also entirely possible that they will not be wholly like I'm anticipating.

Then there are other things that I'm expecting, and I have no idea how they're going to go. My General Ordination Exams, the first week of January; three months' of field education, in a couple of unfamiliar parishes; even the ongoing formation of this church, this congregation. I know how I hope these things will go; but I have no clue what to expect.

How do we handle that? How do we cope when we don't know, or when reality turns out to be different than our expectations? When events-- or relationships-- aren't what we hope or expect from them?

James offers one answer: "Be patient, therefore, beloved..." Like the farmer who plants a crop, not knowing what the harvest will be. Work and wait patiently... and then deal patiently with the results as well. Sometimes that's the hardest part: being patient with the results, when they aren't what we hoped or expected.

So, enter the discussion with me, please. What are we expecting-- of ourselves, as well as of others; of this church, and of the world around us? And how do we handle what we get?

Monday, December 13

another poem by Thomas


Here is the fourth Advent poem.

Adventus (IV)

I’ll unstring my guitar, and keep
silence in my fright
at what’s to come: I've nothing to reap
in the morning dark as night.

There’s a mystery fathoms deep
that still eludes my sight;
on my hands and knees I’ll creep
‘till the morning dark as night.

A mirror, crazy glass, reflects
my face of tangled shadow
and light; just one word intersects
our flight – it’s all we know
of the morning dark as night,
of the morning dark as night.

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Friday, December 10

ABC General Secretary

This is the report to General Board by ABCUSA General Secretary A. Roy Medley.
One of the things I love about ABC life is that we have been Christians of the bridge. We have reached out to bridge the gap of ethnicity and race, the gap of theological differences, and the gap between gospel and culture. We are a bridge people.
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Wednesday, December 8

urban shrine

urban shrine
urban shrine,
originally uploaded by AngloBaptist.
One of the things that I think about is how Christian faith and growth in faith is challenged by and nurtured by an urban environment. I think that the urban environment demands a certain creativity and perhaps particular responses from believers. This has been so since the time of the desert mothers and fathers. The monastics dwelling in the cities wrestled with different demons than those living in the wilderness.

I am curious how others manage the city and its demands on faith. Perhaps you do not experience such a distinction, but it is something I wrestle with. For example, I find the pace of the city to be distracting and a great challenge. Commuting, public transportation and a multiplicity of activities available all in the same moment can be harmful to my spirit. It is something I have to ballance.

Do others struggle? In what way? Have you found answers, creative responses to the challenges?

Please feel free to comment and share!

Tuesday, December 7

Weekly Update: Adventus

Bear fruit worthy of repentance. Do not presume to say to yourselves, 'We have Abraham as our ancestor'; for I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children to Abraham. Even now the ax is lying at the root of the trees; every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. "I baptize you with water for repentance, but one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to carry his sandals. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor and will gather his wheat into the granary; but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire." (Matthew 3:8-12)

Greetings from the Pastoral Team.

This past Sunday was a blessing. Though our location presents certain challenges for us, it affords us many opportunities as well. We met John on Sunday. He wandered in during Larry's sermon, sat down and stayed long enough to join in our discussion time as we reflected on the sermon and shared the vision of our congregation with him. He was a willing participant in the conversation and had quite a few questions. We shall see if he returns. But what is interesting is how we will continue to nurture and be challenged by our very public worship space. It was mentioned Sunday that meeting in a coffee shop may have some similarities with the early Christian communities as they too met in public places. Surely we have stumbled across nothing new in this, but it is exciting!
There are a couple of announcements to share:

  1. December 12 will be our first Congregational Meeting. Please plan to stay a little late after the service. We want to speak about the congregation's constitution and the possibility of acquiring not-for-profit status in Illinois. You all may be asked to be nominal Board Members for the time being. There will be no actual responsibilities at this time, though we would ask for you all to discern if you have a call, we simply need names on paperwork.
  2. Saturday December 25 is Christmas Day. In stead of meeting at Chase Cafe for worship on Sunday, we will meet the afternoon of the 25th for Evensong and fellowship. We will be going carroling afterward! Bring friends. Invitations will be extended to others outside of the Reconciler community.
  3. You can follow this link to Larry's sermon if you were unable to attend on Sunday. Feel free to comment on the website. (http://christreconciler.blogspot.com/2004/12/sermon-second-sunday-in-advent.html)
  4. Poems by Thomas Hall (his blog) have also been posted. How are you marking this Advent? Are you reflecting through poetry? Music? Art? Scripture? Feel free to share your journey with us.
  5. yes some day
    we just might meet
    a king with names carved into his hand

We look forward to worshiping with you all this season. As Christmas approaches, may we all live into the challenge of Advent. Perhaps Larry said it best in his sermon this Sunday:

Be ready for the one who comes and separates the wheat from the chaff, whose salvation is judgment between what can live on and what is of no worth and will be consumed as God transforms us and the world. Remember Advent is a time of
preparation for the coming cataclysm of a child born in a manger, who would bring fire to the earth to accomplish true peace. Remember Advent is a penitential season because what we expect and what is to come are far apart. We are whether we want to or not bound up in a world that is awry; whether it is social system or personal morality, what we expect and think is right probably is very different from what will be as Christ comes and brings fire to the earth. So wake up, be aware! Yes anticipate, but be ready we only have inkling of what is to come. Say good bye to Santa and his trinkets and welcome the wild man John and his call to repent, for it is the only way to welcome the coming Christ.

Repentance is a gift from God to all the world. It is how we may see Reconciliation. Go, therefore, into the world, sharing the love of Emmanuel.

Let us all be transformed by God's love.

- Larry, Jane and Tripp

Sunday, December 5

Sermon Second Sunday in Advent


I stand before you a little unnerved this evening. Last Week I stood with Jane and Tripp and we urged you to be awake and to await the coming of Christ. Are we awake, like the child on Christmas Eve waiting for Santa Clause, waiting to see what will be found under the tree? Our texts are exciting and should spur us in this anticipation and hope. Isaiah speaks of a time of perfect just judgment for the poor, the end to all violence, even that natural violence of prey and predator. Paul says that such texts as Isaiah's and all the Old Testament are to recall us to our hope which we have in Christ. And John the Baptist, wild man, confronting the Pharisees and calling for repentance. Are we awake now? I am having the suspicion that what is being anticipated by Isaiah and by Paul's hope and John’s preaching is not what we expect. Will you consider with me tonight that waiting for Christ to come and Christ's actually coming (the fulfillment of all these promises) may be more than we want, desire or imagine. I am unsettled because all these positive images have begun to look like judgment and John just might mean it when he calls us to repent.

We Protestant and western Christians no longer look to Advent as a season of self-examination and repentance. We have decided once a year is enough for such dour stuff as repentance. But here we are in the celebratory anticipation of Christmas and a crazy man from the wilderness who eats cicada's and honey walks into Chase Cafeé and has the audacity to walk right in interrupt our service and says "Repent for the Kingdom of God is near." And he talks about sin and things being thrown into the fire and burned up, dividing wheat from Chaff. "Hold on there John" we might say, "I think you're just a little off. What of Reconciliation? Isn't that what Jesus is about? And what about good tidings, and all the beautiful images in Isaiah, justice for the poor, and Paul calling us to have hope? Is there really hope in all this negative talk of Christ coming with fire and burning things up, trees being chopped down and pulled up? What about the end of destruction and violence?"
John stomps off muttering something about a brood of vipers, I think... I couldn't quite catch it.
Tonight I want us to take John the Baptist seriously to hear all his talk about sin and repentance, dividing wheat from chaff, and fire, raging (maybe out of control) ever consuming. (Don’t worry this isn’t a fire and brimstone sermon, I wish to approach something far more important than whether hell exists or not. After all, John the Baptist's message isn't one of fear and loathing). John reminds me that maybe I don’t know what I am waiting for, that what I think is coming and what is actually on its way have little in common.

As a child waiting for Christmas was exciting as I anticipated all the things I was going to get for Christmas. As often as not Christmas day was disappointing because the gifts I received were nothing like what I wanted. Of all the things I wanted growing up there is only one gift that I still have in my possession, Lego blocks. I don’t remember any other gifts. The exceptions are the disappointing gifts, the practical gifts; clothing, a pencil sharpener, an electric razor. Those unwanted gifts lasted and, as Kate can attest, the electric pencil sharpener still works and is in use. You see my Aunt Dauna always gave odd disappointing gifts, and yet I always hoped that this year she would give us something really cool and expensive. I don’t even remember what those things were that I had hoped for. But in the long run it has been her disappointing gifts that have lasted and that I have been used for years.
Eddie Izzard has a bit about what would have happened if Santa Clause was part of the coming of Christ. Santa in his big red suit comes to the Baby Jesus and says "Ho ho ho baby Jee, and what would you like for Christmas?" Baby Jesus "Peace on earth and good will toward men" Santa Clause "Well I don't know about that. How 'bout a clock work train." Baby Jesus "Oh yes that's much better, forget peace on earth. I don't care anymore."
Do we have a Santa Clause anticipation of Christ's coming? When it comes to all this waiting is what we expect and accept from Christ like accepting a trinket when we could have something cosmic, something unpredictable?
When confronted with Repentance do we much prefer our cozy ideas about what reconciliation and salvation mean; good things for the poor some cuddly images of a lion and a lamb.

Do we realize what Isaiah is saying, do I? Am I crazy to ask you all to just sit here and accept this? Every ecosystem in the world depends on the balance between prey and predator, other wise we’d be overrun with mice rats, insects, deer etc. God are you nuts this can’t happen, this isn’t a nice kitschy picture this is complete and total reversal. This is cataclysm, the world as we know it ceasing to exist! Do we really want righteous judgment for the poor?
Paulo Freire, in his Pedagogy of Hope tells a story of one of his early encounters in his work with the poor workers in Brazil and tells this story on himself. One of the issues that he saw was how the cycle of violence and oppression was perpetuated by the poor themselves in the beating of their children. After one of the education sessions on proper care and discipline of children one peasant worker stood up in a question and answer session and confronted Freire. The peasant worker began by thanking Freire for his words. Then he asked Freire a question, "Do you know where we live". As the peasant worker described the conditions. small one room houses no running water etc., Freire is wishing to disappear. Then the man is bold enough to describe for Freire his own house, which he has never seen. He describes a house with a yard a room for Freire's girls and a room for his boys and a room for him and his wife. There is also a study and a room attached to the house for the maid. Freire admited that he had accurately described his house. The worker then brings these two images home "Now Doctor, Look at the difference. You come home tired, sir, I know that... Thinking, writing , reading, giving these kind of talks that your giving now. That tires a person out too. But sir" He continued, "its one thing to come home , even tire, and find the kids all bathed, dressed, clean , well fed, not hughy--and another thing to come home and find your kids dirty, hungry, crying, and making noise. And people have to get up at four in the morning the next day and start all over again--hurting, sad, hopeless. If people hit their kids, and even 'go beyong bounds,' as you say, it isn't because people don't love their kids. No its because life is so hard they don't have much chice." ( Pedagogy of Hope: Reliving the Pedagogy of the Oprpressed, Trans. Rober R. Barr, The Cohntinuum Publishing Company, 1994, pp 24-26) Freire that night was a little disgruntled by this mans speach and he complained to his wife saying he thought he had been so clear, and how he wasn't sure they understood him. His wife replied "Could it have been you, Paulo, who didn't understand them?"
Paulo Friere was convicted. Judgment came and yet in that judgment he was propelled further. He never gave up his house, but he saw that what he was waiting for was larger than simply getting people to stop beating their children, he saw that his own efforts to make a better world were bound up in the sin of that world.
Isaiah lived in a world that was terribly awry and we live in that same world. John the Baptist lived in that same world, and he tells an oppressed and victimized people to repent, because their salvation their rescue was near. They the oppresed needed to repent to be ready for their deliverance. Why, because what they thought would be deliverance was not what was to come.
One of our members has just returned from Israel and Palestine, what if John the Baptist would re-appear to day on the Jordan? Could the Isreali's and Palestinians both hear this call to repentance, end the blame recognize their share in this world gone awry? Could we?

God doesn't come to us in the packages we'd like, in the comfort of our homes. The images of Isaiah are all well and good. Yes, the cessation of violence but are we willing to let go of the violence within ourselves, the violence that is the simple insistence on living as I want and as I please.
So, you want Christ to Come, you want a different world? So you work for justice, so we seek reconciliation of Christians? So Repent. Repent of what you might ask? John doesn’t give a list of sins, this isn’t a message of one group of people telling another group to shape up or ship out! Rather this is John proclaiming a message from God to all of humanity whether we or they think them or ourselves as good or bad. Because God unlike Santa Clause isn’t really concerned about who is naughty or nice in this world gone awry. God is concerned with our being ready for the coming of the Kingdom. God in Jesus Christ asks are you willing to lay down your clock work trains and trinkets so that God can trasform the world and ourselves, which are awry and corrupt.

Be ready for the one who comes and separates the wheat from the chaff, whose salvation is judgment between what can live on and what is of no worth and will be consumed as God transforms us and the world. Remember Advent is a time of preparation for the coming cataclysm of a child born in a manger, who would bring fire to the earth to accomplish true peace. Remember Advent is a penitential season because what we expect and what is to come are far apart. We are whether we want to or not bound up in a world that is awry; whether it is social system or personal morality, what we expect and think is right probably is very different from what will be as Christ comes and brings fire to the earth. So wake up, be aware! Yes anticipate, but be ready we only have inkling of what is to come. Say good bye to Santa and his trinkets and welcome the wild man John and his call to repent, for it is the only way to welcome the coming Christ.

Adventus - poetry & prayer

Adventus

Now –
an incandescent hour
future-flung & far-fetched,
washed away in a reign
like a whimsical shower
as we, who lack the scope
for rough-hewn hope,
still sniff out portents
of a strange god’s presence,
while in the shadow
between light’s darkest day,
and the pith and pitch
of the final ray,
our lives are just a rumor
in heaven’s half hour –
silence.

Adventus (II)

It’s hard you know
because we just can’t find the bones
that prove he never rose
bones we don't want

for that would prove
he came – for now all we have is a bunch
of grapes a miry well a man caught
in the myrtles

yes some day
we just might meet
a king with names carved into his hand

until that hour for us wine flows
a good vintage of blood
for parched lips

Adventus (III)

I’ve crossed my city’s wastes
to fall before Your garden’s gate,
yellow moonlight sparkling
in a distant, splashing fountain.
The saltwater breeze from
Your house, like tropic
air before a storm, made me
long once more to see Your face.
You alone can forget, as
a forest will forget a whisper.
Yet I call on You, cry to You,
while it is true, I know, that I may
die here at your open door
before I see the sun.


copyright 2004 by Thomas Hall